40-422Grandfather use to tell me "Tarin, if you play with fire long enough you will get burned." In the end I never had the heart to tell him I'd become the flame.40-422
Everytime I left he'd say- "I love you, be good." and I'd respond "I'm always good Papa." I'd smile and laugh. He use to blame himself. Like somehow that simple statement made me do the things I did.
Ring. Ring. "Hello?" "Hi, Papa. We're going to come over." "No." "Well, why?" "There's a big hole in the middle of the livingroom. You'll fall in." "oh." Did you know, th
09090I’ll be better, I promise, It won’t happen again. I do whatever you want, please don’t leave me alone trapped in this skin. Love me, Love me, I’ll beg on bloody knees,09090
I could never wash the red from my hands, But I’m not the only one who sees.
Let me know when you’re willing to put the bronze baby shoe on the other foot,
Tell me darling, was the grass greener on the other side?
09897These days counting to ten takes tons more tenacity than I can consider having. Cigarette burn holes remind me in the morning of my fragile flimsy fast morals. I remember asking once, twice, thrice for you to please stop me.09897
Because these days I just can’t conjure the courage.
“I lied.”
“About what, cupcake?”
“Anything I could.”
There should be a title page with that novella of emotion.
cracks.before, you were the cracks in my bones, the stains in my carpet and the blood from my wounds.cracks.
but you told me that there is no point in speaking if no one is listening.
and you never were, so now you are only the dead silence that lingers in my heart.
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you gave me flowers for my birthday.
'no thanks', i said, shaking my head. 'they'll only die.'
you smiled. 'but that's why i picked them - to watch them die. isn't it beautiful?'
and i could only wonder if you picked me for the same reason.
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i used to think i was made of glass
tragedies.you deserve all the cobweb dreams, fairytale hopes, and explosive love in the world, but i know that i will never be the one to give them to you.tragedies.
you need notes that end with 'ps - you're brighter than twenty-seven silver stars'. i can't bring myself to write them, though.
it's not like you'd read them, anyway.
i cut out paper hearts and dreams and gave them to you, but you only ripped them up and said 'these aren't good enough.'
when i painted you a picture of golden skies and sunshine smiles, you handed it
I'm going to have a really hard time
That's why I'm going to watch you, and probably bug you by fav-ing a lot of things; be prepared.
I hope you have a good day/night, whatever the case may be.
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Sometimes, I'd wonder if they'd sew you a new heart. But your philosophy had been like one of an alcoholic. They don't give those new ones, because they'll go into decay all over again.
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Time is not important, only life is important!
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"I saw a young boy eating an ice cream cone, ... I smashed it in his face. You know that kid is going to remember me when he's 50." --Dane Cook
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I need the smell of summer and its noises in my ears
my art
[I hope this year, this month, this week, this day, this hour, this minute, this second is constantly better than the last for you.
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